Sunday, January 10, 2010

I'm just gonna see what the fuck happens okay?

KIMO SABE....................yup yup yup yup yup BLARRRRRRRRRRRGHAGLAAAAAAAAAANAGRATANAGRA! How can I do this without having my natural kneejerk reaction to be turned off by the sound of my own thoughts coming onto the screen.

It seems so incredibly vain to me on it's face but to deny myself the full extent of it's potential benefits because of my fears and insecurities is just as foolish as to be the blathering idiot bursting with shameless vanity.

I think I prefer the anticipatory moments and the thought of potential to reality. Yeah that's probably unhealthy, but I'm not sure that doesn't mean it isn't true.

Like I said I don't know what this is, where it's going, who's to blame, etc. What it is, is a start. (was that awkward?)

Maybe I should show this to Joe. Although I think I might be ashamed to reveal just how uncultivated my writing ability is. I'm not sure I'm even as intelligent as he is, but I certainly feel that I am similarly enlightened and perhaps have the potential to be as brilliant as he is.

Man I should write when I'm high sometime! Shit would be oh so cash.